Wearing parrots on my shirt
The flowers counteract them
I’m facing my fears one Polish purchase at a time
I was supposed to get my job back sooner than this
Now I just hope it happens sooner than the next lunar eclipse.

Fuck these episodes of overthinking it all.

My dental floss expired
Did I forget to buy a lid?
The plaque on my teeth lasted longer than my commemorative plaque at work did.
I had to quit
But I won’t quit the jelly beans
If I end up on death row
Now you know my final treat.
Will you come back and visit me?
That’s all that I’m asking
That’s all that I’m allowed to say
Everything is all that I’m allowing myself to give away.

I put my best friend’s artwork smack dab in the middle of my wall
My mom put my resignation letter on hers
It hurts to be the way that I am sometimes.
In love with a person who’s the perpetrator in their own hard knock life.

Fuck, these are reruns.

Fuck, I hate this.

Kissed my dog’s paw back then and called it totally marvelous
I drove by Taco John’s
I’m on a diet but my nose is starving for attention and touch
I offer my hand to your back as a sign of trust
Okay, I’ll admit that was way too much.

I’m sorry.
Sorry for apologizing all the time.

I’ve waited five years for this moment I’m considered free
I don’t know what to do
It is rapidly approaching
Hoping that it all still comes to fruition
Hoping that I’m good enough for everyone
But mostly myself

Fuck, you’re not coming back, are you?